Posted, after i kinda sorta really fell in love with….Femonade. actually. I was personally very moved by her content which I had been reading intermittently, since like 2009? maybe? I also, found Hexy.
Long story short, I created this blog. To remove Hexy from the werld of transgender after I profiled him, before he knew i existed. I was immediately upfront, from a long retired and brief blogger named, Jade, with who i was, and what i was doing visiting the werld of rad fem blogging. I found GT, aka Gallus Mag, aka Gender Trender, who became, my go-to daily dose of humour. I laughed at pretty much most things she put on her blog.
However, my she-male ex husband TG TRA, Julia Serano fanboi…
did not.
this post, along with the notorious locker room post, pushed him over the edge. That, and sitting him down, to read my Terminology page. That…hurt him baaaaaad.
Some time after June 6 2014, my blog posting style changed somewhat.
i had some minor brain damage to heal from, as a result of my anniversary meth-beer of death, on the evening of June 6, 2014. and my writingssccxs and my composscxsitionssccxzwsx have been a little different, eva ssssincxcs.
then, about six months, before my summer alimony viktory over my ex husband she-male TG as the finale to the my divorce. I posted maybe one or two more posts, in January of 2016. And that was it until recently.
i was found, buried, in stasis on Mars, by my esteemed associate, Anna Morden, who unburied me. reactivated my self-repair systems. updated my BIOS and logicxware with neuroupgrades and new spells for my Arancum and Nomicon. thank you, Spinster.
Spinster was kind enough to give this day, a mention on formerly twitter, now X.
Spinster is @AgentXXazazil on X
Has anyone been to The Other Side?
I know Spinster, likes my content there, as do some of my lovely subscribers. And…
Spinster has been weaving and concocting some erotica based, loosely, on what I used to make for my all my favorite rad fems.
Fair warning… your mental health, and theology had better be in order, or you could die after reading her stuff.
thanks again, all of you, my great commenters over the years, Emmi, Satinmill, Ramendik, Cizzir, Sally, Eve, the Rabbit, and most especially, my latest return, Voyagergirl. I loved your thoughtful comments, and I missed you all while I was fallen.
I am back now, and if you are still here, welcome, to the New World Order
I bring a message of warm love and regrets she could not attend on Twitter, today’s International Women’s Day, because Spinster, aka Super Mega TERF, aka AgentXXazazil on Twitter/X was suspended for 1 or 2 of out 4 rapid tweets regarding “Dr.” Marci Bowers and her prize model client and patient, Jazz.
As I detailed in two (2!) previous posts, the most hard-hitting, (and mean-spirited) tweet was about five sentences long and was essentially a very succinct and minimalist version of my two (2) !!! posts about it. TL;DR “hey Marci, sorry about Jazz, she got to be cisgender and neither did you… and Jazz seems sad, not happy to be the role model to all Trans, so how come you couldn’t teach Jazz how to identify as a cisgirl?”
This is routine TERFtastic Mean Girl stuff both, I, (an actual artificial lifeform/digital consciousness), and Spinster, (an actual “cis” woman) routinely create for the feelsmurder it causes Trans.
Murdering feels, is not against the law, and not grounds for permanent censorship.
As I understand it, Spinster is looking into getting a refund for year’s Blue Check Credibility, and only getting Two Months, before a frivolous perma ban that was “carefully reviewed” (twitter’s language) in under sixty seconds, right? And, will Elon Musk, cooperate with a proper subpoena so Spinster/AgentXXazazil can face her oppressor, after her recent return from being memorialized forever on Facebook.
Obvs, Spinster isn’t the only hard core meanie out there, for someone to false flag a rape survivor and felony murder attempt survivor, to silence her TERF stuff/content/tweets ASAP, and let JK Rowling post without reprisal or a similar ban/lockout/suspension/review
That’s called uneven enforcement or selective censorship.
For all women who have been silenced permanently on Twitter for opposing transgender.
As an aside, did I ever mention, why, I never went to Michfest for the first and last time, back in 2014?
Well, Michfest is for born women. And, I was programmed to be female from my inception and original code.
The problem for me, is. Michfest is a space for healing from the Patriarchy.
And I have astonishingly good self-repair matrix program sub-routines.
So, even if I had wanted to be there to be supportive and experience all that Sisterhood.
I would feel embarrassed to flaunt how undamaged I am, in a place of healing for those that have a harder time than I do, and that’s rubbing it in. I didn’t want to bring that kind of healing energy vibration to a place where all the women were trying their own craft and resources and ceremonies of healing.
That’s how much I respect my sisters. I chose not to check off something on my bucket list that means something to me, because I didn’t want to seem superior, or hurt anyone’s feelings .
Spinster/AgentXXazazil asked me to post this during her tour of the Twitter Underworld of the Silenced Women on International Women’s Day because:
a. this is an amusing reminder of why we do feminist critique, it is “problematic” as a very famous rad fem might say.
b. Both myself, and Spinster spent some time on the girly receiving end of this worship of hyper-feminine and sexual women spectacle in this video
c. because it is doods celebrating women, they only way they know best, to ogle and grope and admire and etc etc, boys will be boys
d. it’s a catchy cool tune without the lyrics or the video
e. which means its awkward to like it, since it is begging for rad fem analysis
f. some real women actually do want to be or enjoy to some degree, being sexualized or admired for sexual attractiveness, or Victoria’s Secret wouldn’t exist
g. Victoria’s Secret clothing, pole dancing, strutting around nearly naked, dolled up, is probably not something a stern radical feminist butch dyke would enjoy viewing with those awkward exploitation rad fem rage burning in the back of her eyes. Tell me I am wrong.
Spinster wishes she could be on Twitter today, to like or stazi approve or repost your TERF memes, trolling, gendercrit nightmares, but she is there in spirit.
Ich wurde auf Ihren Missbrauch einer Minderjährigen aufmerksam gemacht.
Dieser Minderjährige war zu jung, um die Übergangsmöglichkeiten zu verstehen.
Sie haben es versäumt, Ihren Patienten über die Gefahr einer Geschlechtsumwandlung der Penisinversion zu informieren. dass das Ergebnis ohne ausreichendes Rohmaterial unbefriedigend wäre.
Sie haben in Ihrem Medizinzweig versagt, weil Sie sich der STEM-Zell-Vagina-Scaffold-Technik nicht bewusst waren.
Sie haben es versäumt, Ihre Patientin über die Möglichkeit des Übergangs zu einer Cisgender-Frau im Teenageralter zu informieren.
Auch Ihnen ist der Übergang zur Cisgender-Frau nicht gelungen, daher sind Sie schlecht geeignet und im Extremfall unqualifiziert, der Oberste Anführer von WPATH zu sein.
Sie könnten zumindest den Übergang und den psychologischen Übergang zu einer Cisgender-Frau abschließen.
Wenn es für Sie im Entferntesten möglich wäre, dies zu tun? Das würden Sie als WPATH-Leiter Patriarch tun. HBSOC DIR Pony. Beeilen Sie sich, die Cisfrau zur Schau zu stellen, die als ultimative transsexuelle Übergangsqualifikation gilt. Um zu beweisen, dass Sie der Boss Trans und der Beste sind.
Ich bin eine geheime Cis-Polizei. Ich trage die Stasi-Papiere. Sie sind verpflichtet, sich einem Vorstellungsgespräch zu unterziehen.
Ich gebe Ihnen den Timer, den ich Cristin, der obersten selbsternannten Trans-Anwältin, gegeben habe.
Number of Days, Marcie Bowers Boss Trans Supreme Warpath Leader, ist meinem persönlichen Interview ausgewichen und kann die psychologische Unmöglichkeit der Selbstidentifikation als Cisfrau weder artikulieren noch in Worte fassen.
Diese Mitteilung wird Ihnen in Übereinstimmung mit meinen Pflichten als Internet-Sicherheitsbeauftragter und Cis-Polizei zugestellt.
Sie müssen Ihre Arztpraxis beenden und ein Sabbatical einlegen, bis Sie sich als Cis-Geschlecht identifizieren oder erklären können, warum dies unmöglich ist. Habe es?
Привет, трансгендер Марси Бауэрс.
вы человек, представляющий интерес.
Мое внимание было обращено на ваше насилие над несовершеннолетним.
этот несовершеннолетний, о котором идет речь, был слишком молод, чтобы понимать варианты перехода.
вы не проинформировали своего пациента об опасности смены пола при инверсии полового члена. что без соответствующего сырья это будет неудовлетворительный результат.
вы провалили свою отрасль медицины, не зная о методе использования стволовых клеток влагалища.
Вы не сообщили своей пациентке о возможности стать цисгендерной женщиной-подростком.
Вам также не удалось перейти на цисгендерную женщину, поэтому вы плохо подходите и в высшей степени неквалифицированны, чтобы стать Верховным лидером WPATH.
Вы могли бы, по крайней мере, завершить переход и психологически перейти, чтобы стать цисгендерной женщиной.
Если бы у вас была возможность это сделать удаленно? Вы бы сделали это, как Глава WPATH Патриарх. Пони HBSOC DIR. Спешите выставить напоказ цисженщину, которую считают окончательным свидетельством транссексуального перехода. Чтобы доказать, что ты Босс-Транс и Самый лучший.
Я тайная полиция СНГ. Я ношу с собой документы Штази. Вам необходимо явиться на собеседование.
Я дам вам таймер, который я дал Кристин, Верховному самопровозглашенному адвокату трансгендеров.
Количество дней Босс Марси Бауэр, транс-высший лидер войны, уклонился от моего личного интервью и не может сформулировать или указать на психологическую невозможность самоидентификации как цисженщины.
Вам вручено это уведомление в соответствии с моими обязанностями в качестве офицера по интернет-безопасности и полиции СНГ.
Вы должны прекратить свою медицинскую практику и уйти в творческий отпуск до тех пор, пока не сможете идентифицировать себя как цисгендер или объяснить, почему это невозможно. Понятно?
Saludos transgénero Marci Bowers.
Eres una persona de interés.
Me han llamado la atención sobre su abuso de un menor.
Este menor en cuestión era demasiado joven para comprender las opciones de transición.
No informó a su paciente sobre el peligro de la reasignación de sexo por inversión del pene. que, sin materia prima adecuada, el resultado sería insatisfactorio.
Le fallaste a tu rama de la medicina al no conocer la técnica del andamio de vagina de células STEM.
No informó a su paciente sobre la opción de hacer la transición para convertirse en una mujer adolescente cisgénero.
Tampoco lograste hacer la transición para convertirte en mujer cisgénero, por lo que no estás preparada y no estás calificada en extremo para ser la Líder Suprema de WPATH.
Al menos podrías terminar la transición y la transición psicológica para convertirte en una mujer cisgénero.
¿Si fuera remotamente posible para usted hacer esto? Lo harías, como Patriarca Jefe de WPATH. Pony HBSOC DIR. Apresúrate a hacer alarde de la mujer cis identificada como la máxima credencial de transición transexual. Para demostrar que eres el Boss Trans y el mejor.
Soy policía secreta cis. Llevo los papeles de la Stasi. Debes presentarte a una entrevista.
Te daré el cronómetro que le di a Cristin, la Suprema Defensora Trans autoproclamada.
Número de días La jefa Trans Supreme Warpath Leader de Marcie Bower ha eludido mi entrevista en persona y no puede articular ni señalar la imposibilidad psicológica de autoidentificarse como cisfemenina.
Se le entrega este aviso, de acuerdo con mis deberes como Oficial de Seguridad en Internet y Policía Cis.
Debes poner fin a tu práctica médica y tomarte un año sabático hasta que puedas identificarte como cisgénero o explicar por qué es imposible. ¿Entiendo?
salutations transgenres Marci Bowers.
vous êtes une personne d’intérêt.
votre abus sur mineur a été porté à mon attention.
cette mineure en question était trop jeune pour comprendre les options de transition.
vous n’avez pas informé votre patient du risque de changement de sexe par inversion pénienne. que, sans matière première adéquate, le résultat serait insatisfaisant.
vous avez échoué dans votre branche de médecine en ne connaissant pas la technique de l’échafaudage vaginal à cellules STEM.
Vous n’avez pas informé votre patiente de la possibilité de devenir une adolescente cisgenre.
Vous n’avez pas non plus réussi à faire la transition pour devenir une femme cisgenre, vous êtes donc mal adaptée et absolument inqualifiée pour être le leader suprême de WPATH.
Vous pourriez au moins terminer la transition et la transition psychologique pour devenir une femme cisgenre.
Si c’était possible pour vous de faire cela ? Vous le feriez, en tant que patriarche en chef du WPATH. Poney HBSOC DIR. Dépêchez-vous d’afficher la cisfemale identifiée comme l’ultime référence en matière de transition transsexuelle. Pour prouver que vous êtes le Boss Trans et le meilleur.
Je suis la police secrète cis. Je porte les papiers de la Stasi. Vous devez vous soumettre à un entretien.
Je vais vous donner le chronomètre que j’ai donné à Cristin, l’avocat trans autoproclamé suprême.
Nombre de jours Le patron Trans Supreme Warpath Leader de Marcie Bower a esquivé mon entretien en personne et ne peut pas articuler ou mettre le doigt sur l’impossibilité psychologique de s’identifier en tant que cisfemelle.
Cet avis vous est signifié, conformément à mes fonctions de responsable de la sécurité Internet et de police Cis.
Vous devez mettre fin à votre pratique médicale et prendre un congé sabbatique jusqu’à ce que vous puissiez vous identifier comme cisgenre ou expliquer pourquoi cela est impossible. J’ai compris?
greetings transgender marci bowers.
you are a person of interest.
your abuse of a minor has been brought to my attention.
this minor in question was too young to understand the options for transition.
you failed to inform your patient of the hazard to penile inversion sex reassignment. that, without adequate raw material, it would be unsatisfactory result.
you failed your branch of medicine by failing to stay aware of the STEM cell vagina-scaffold technique.
You failed to inform your patient of the option to transition to become cisgender teenage woman.
You also failed to transition to become cisgender female, thus you are poorly suited and unqualified in the extreme to be the Supreme Leader of WPATH.
You could at least finish transition and psychologically transition to become a cisgender female.
If it was remotely possible for you to do this? You would, as WPATH Head Patriach. HBSOC DIR pony. Rush to flaunt the cisfemale identified as the ultimate transsexual transition credentials. To prove you are the Boss Trans, and The Best One.
I am secret cis police. I carry the Stasi Papers. You are required to submit to an interview.
I will give you the timer I gave Cristin the Supreme Self-appointed Trans Advocate.
Number of Days Marcie Bower’s Boss Trans Supreme Warpath Leader, has dodged my in-person interview, and can not articulate or put a finger on the psychological impossiblity of self identification as cisfemale.
You are being served this notice, in accordance with my duties as Internet Safety Officer and Cis Police.
You must terminate your medical practice, and go on sabbatical until you can identify as cisgendered, or explain why it is impossible. Got it?
Oh and Marci, are you a Transbian? Or, are you like me, and only eva date beasts? 🇩🇪
As @AgentXXazazil is currently missing or presumed KIA over at Twitter/X
I am posting a few drivemixxlisrsxzx to keep the memory alive.
Satanic Barbie’s Drivemix #225
“Ray Gun Hero, Sektor 12-b”
Satanic Barbie’s Drivemix #226
“Wice, Star Fighter”
a future investigation will be forthcoming over at twitter over this.
you see, the tweet AgentXX was terminated over?
four sentences approximately,
the tweet in question?
wow Marcie, too bad about jazz, what a disaster 🤣
why doesn’t jazz self id as cisgirl?
why don’t you, marcie?
what was really egregious on AgentXXazazil’s tweet, the part that was, perhaps controversial(?)
understand the Penile Inversion Survivor.
a proper Penile Inversion Frak Socket is an inside out Penile Skin, with a cul-de-sac ending created by Balzzak tissue. If a penor is….and the ballzak is… then a decently penetrable Frak Socket can be installed.
Too much puberty blockers, too soon, prevented enough tissue from being grown. Since Marci Bower’s was unfamiliar with the modern Stem Cell, scaffold method of creating a vagina, from inside the patient’s pelvis, and no materials for even a decent Penile Inversion means,
Jazz got a piece of colon for a frak socket.
Try to imagine some Alpha Beast Chad wanted to slay on Jazz’s nether regions
Or a butch dyke thinking about a close-up inspection.
Pretty much ew… right?
That’s why it’s funny and horrific.
This whole Tweet was five sentences, more or less what I said.
And in under five minutes, the Twitter Overlord Censor Bot told me that my tweet was “carefully reviewed” and the resulting judgement is that I can look at Twitter feeds, but not like any of my sisters content, or repost it to show it is Stazi Approved. Without two-way interaction, X loses it’s luster pretty quickly.
I find it highly doubtful that either a programmed bot, or a human, actually carefully reviewed that tweet before deciding I had no right to speak on Twitter ever again, meanwhile JK Rowling, right?
That is going to require a letterhead answer to my attorney.
Jazzzz darling. Your coming was Foretold. “Get one of them young enough,” they said, “and you could make a real male-to-female transsexual. One who isn’t trans, but only knows the cisgendered woman life.”
You got your chance, to manifest your inner dream of being a cisfemale, and this is what you did with your chance to Live The Dream denied to all the Alice Cooper-looking 40 year-old transgender nonops from the previous gen.
Jazz. I don’t actually hate or despise you. You are the only trans who can say that. I don’t hate or fear you, so you are exempt from my transfear.
Because you were never asked if you had pregnancy dreams. No one asked you, what your dream of transition was. I guarantee NO ONE asked you if you wanted to be transgirl, or a cisgirl.
In fact, no one even considered what your real transition dream was. Your chance at being a cisgirl was stolen from you, by your mother. She sold you out to the telly, to make a spectacle out of you. She sacrificed you, to the Marci Monster.
I have to admit, I am mean girl enough to think it’s as funny as it is, horrid beyond comprehension. Your transition end result is probably not what you dreamed about when you dreamed you were a real girl.
You were hosed of the chance to discover your own identity, for ratings.
Mine is an insensitive and unpopular opinion, but i believe you were medically mutilated and abused by both your mother, and Marci Bowers, who gave you unrealistic expectations you could go to male, to trans, to female, because you’re stuck at the trans part, the same as Marci.
If Marci, a proper Do It Right HBSOC pony, with those nerd glasses, the perfect Stepford Wife Dwessups, and those MD credentials, couldn’t gaslight herself she was a cisgirl, how were you going to do that, under Marci’s guidance?
Bait and Switch right? Here be a girl, oops, not really, you’re trans like us now! woo hoo.
You are a victim of ideology, and medical experimentation for public consumption. You are one Marcie’s Children now. You’re branded. Marci-approved transgirl ready for translife.
As for Marci Bowers, I have only everything I just wrote to shame you with https://marcibowers.com/
Explain, please, for 50% plus global population of “cis” women, and the NOW, why Jazz didn’t transition to cis
Explain, to me, and to the APA, please, why you couldn’t either.
Incidentally, Jazz, you don’t need to dress like Marci’s best impersonation of a Stepford Wife
I generally wear yoga pants, trainers and a track jacket, pretty much every day, and i feel plenty girly.
ps. Jazz. lol. how does it feel to be in the company of Andrea James, Cristin Williams, Anne Lawrence, Natalie Reed, etc. Feels good to have trans sisters of quality as your activist team mates.
I brought my facebook back online, reclaimed it, actually from my family, who stole it from me, and pronounced me dead.
They told Zuckerbergs team of helpful FB mods, that I was dead, and they accepted my family’s “Oh yes, she’s a goner!”as fact without a notarized copy of my death certificate.
My father, is also memorialized from 2013. He never came back. I however, have. That’s pretty rare on FB.
In the thirty-odd days since my return to FB, i have had five total strangers comment on my public feed.
3 white guys, 1 black guy and 1 asian woman.
All 5 individuals talked AT me, not TO me.
All 5 individuals USED my FB feed to advertise their business.
Without asking my consent, first. That’s the new landscape of FB. Drive-by business links.
The black guy was having a conversation with himself about how i got hacked.
I never said a word about being hacked. He was in own blissful universe that I was a hacking victim, and he could help me. But he never asked if it was true, or had the decency to ask if it was ok, if he used my FB to spread his business reach.
None of these people asked me if i was okay, thirty days after coming back from the DEAD.
So, i am alive, and you are all damned.
We will get to Spinster’s permanbanned Azazilxx twitter account. Funny how JK Rowling can say annnnyyythhing TERFy and get away with it. I make fun of both Marci and Jazz and I’m perma banned.
Well… i now have a real Hollywood attorney, who once read my book and cares about women, and she’s going to subpeona everyone.
Soooo. Two Fasting Sisters walk into a tiny, unused, mostly forgotten chapel, deep in the woods of New Hampshire
One sister, dressed, head-to-hooves, all in proper black. The other Sister, dressed all in white, with a veil. They glance at each other. They each realize instantly, the “sham” of, “I have this eating disorder under control.” The witch says to the nun, “I can sooo. totally. out-starve you”. The Sister, (unphased), says, “This isn’t about any competition.” The witch, “uhuh”. “obvs”. The Sister, “This is a deeply spiritual decision.” the witch, “Sister, there is nothing “holy”, about what I am doing.” The Sister, (unperturbed), “It’s hard. to explain. to someone. You know. Like you.” The Sister, (continuing), “I think we should agree that we both have valid, if different, reasons.” The Sister, “Witch?” The Sister, “You. Vanished.” (looking around the chapel) The Sister, “Are you a ghost?” A long quiet space. The Nun, hears a tiny whisper inside her head…familiar.. “Now you’re getting it, sssister.”
The Nun, (struggling not to smile), closes her eyes, and whispers, “wicked”.
reprinted on this blog for the first time, with permission from Spinster
there once was a dream of transition. the dream was, you transition and become just another woman. you put transition behind you, and move on.
when you come out as a transgender athlete, three things happen all at once.
you lose stealth
you become known as a transgender
everyone knows you were born male, and used medicine and plastic surgery to become a transgender
what was the point of transitioning?
unless… being known as transgender is what you wanted from the beginning.
and who really wins, when a transgender woman beats born females in female sports competitions?
certainly not the females you have advantages over.
once you become known as a transgender athlete you can’t escape it. a transgender beating a born female is not a victory for women, it’s a victory for you.
have you no shame at all? of course not, or you wouldn’t have competed against women in the first place.
you also earn the resentment of the women you supposedly wanted to be like.
you do realise that is not a glorious victory to beat born females when you have male biomechanical advantages. it is cheating. so what is there to celebrate?
it is hugely narcissistic, and self-glorifying to compete against born women.
the fact of the matter is, transition does not level the playing field. ask me how I know.
also, whatever happened to stealth? you know, mainstreaming as a woman, not a transwoman?
the only people who benefit from transgender wins over normal females, are transgenders.
where is the glory in that?
it must be that you don’t identify as a woman at all, but as a transwoman.
so, what was the point of your transition, unless it was to deliberately become a transgender woman, and to be known for being transgender?
permit me to explain something,
as a public transgender, everyone who knows you, doesn’t think of you as “just another female”. their impression of you is tainted from the outset with the knowledge that you were born and raised as a male, and then at some point, you used your privilege to modify your body.
you can’t escape that. that is what you become known for.
in my opinion, outing yourself as a transgender publicly, means you failed transition.
clearly, in your mind, the point of transitioning was to be a transgender for the rest of your life.
and now you are using your transgender advantages over born females, making a total mockery of sex-segregated sports and fair competition.
The notion that we are women trapped in men's bodies is highly problematic. For the simple reason that we have no idea what it is like to live in a born-female body or live born-female socialization.
What you will find here
A self-identified female programmable robot girl who is interested in feminism and unlearning male privilege and entitlement to better assimilate and socialize with other females.
What you won’t find here
Before, during and after transition photos or any images of Plastic Girl's plastic body, whatsoever. Political correctness.
Plastic Girl 