If I were to sit down with any aspiring twanzgendurr…
And we had a nice, long, chat…
The longer you look at me, and I look at you, the greater the awareness you will have, that it is YOU who has self-esteem issues, self-loathing, and self-deception,
and here is why…
Are you watching? Keep watching!
There once was a dream that was transition. This is not it. This is NOT it…
Once upon a time, a long time ago… some of us, had a dream. Become as close to female as possible, and transition, from male, to trans, then, trans, to female.
Guess what happened in the last twenty years?
Every single transwoman I met, even those that Real-Life-Tested into stealth for awhile, dropped stealth, and came out as either a transsexual, or a transgender. Why do you suppose that is? Keep reading, and I will explain.
People like Julia Serano, author the books that they do, because they do not actually believe they are women, or female. If they truly believed, they would not claim special persecution/oppression status as a “trans”. Nor, would they have divided themselves into an identity camp, entirely separate from women, called Transgender.
The reason no trans-person enjoys reading Sheila Jeffreys, Andrea Dworkin, Mary Daly, or Janice Raymond, is because they utterly lack a female-centered, female-socialised “internal identity”.
Otherwise, what? They would be enriched, informed, and educated, even empowered, by Radical Feminism, because much of it, I daresay, most all of it, resonates with Actual Born Females, socialised as women.
Instead, they focus ONLY on the gender-critical, sex socialisation critical, trans-skeptical writings of any of those women. Why? Wait for it…
It is because they identify as a man-transitioned-into-transgendered woman. A third sex or gender class, with its own unique special snowflake persecution status – entirely because the lives of women, do not resonate with their lived experiences at all. But more importantly perhaps, is, it is because they do not have a female-sex, woman-socialised Internal Identity, with which to understand women’s causes, women’s issues, women’s struggles.
Instead, their activism amounts to “Oh Poor Little Me, I am trans-privileged, and we are all oppressed by our (lol) “cis-privileged” female/woman oppressors.
It is because they KNOW FOR SURE, that they are not females, or women. Socialising with actual born-females is highly challenging, and they just bomb out of hanging out with the “gurrrls” in favor of their own little dress-ups and medically mutilated male social club.
Because they do not pass. Physically. They do not emote, like a female, or think like one, and deep inside, it etches away at them, like a splinter in their mind. They literally try stealth for a day, or a week or even a month, then quit, claiming this stealth passing is way too hard.
Because, when they look in the mirror, they still see a man.
Every day, they put on their Stepford Wife cosmetic transition, like dress-ups, and make-up, and as they do, they compare themselves to porn. To pornified women’s bodies and media socialisation, like all the women in cosmetics commercials, lingerie commercials, their favorite porn.
They score themselves “passing points” for posing in women’s feminine garments, and their expertise in putting on make-up.
This accounts for why trannys tell lesbians like Sheila Jeffreys or other butch women, that they are “More womanly than thou” based on a paint-by-numbers approach to superficial dress-ups and grooming and beautification regimens. Utterly clueless on how this outs them as a perverted male with pornsickness.
They truly believe that by pornifying themselves to look like a Stepford Barbie Porn Doll, they are “doing female or woman, correctly”, and if women like Professor Jeffreys just puts on male drag, or takes testosterone, she would “instantly” pass as, or be, a male.
What the fuck…
The psychology of twans: Gender! Genduh! Gendurr!
There is no such thing, as inherent gender. That is patriarchy. MalePhalloPatriarchy always devalues the lives and souls of women, and hence we get what I’ll label “presumed gender box coding”.
Under patriarchy, women have to be submissive to men. Socialisation for woman, partly consists of all the ways we learn we are inferior to the Male Sex.
Take for example, the movie “The Whalerider”. In it, a Maori girl tries her hand at figuring out the broken machinery of an engine for her father. The instant he sees her trying to repair the broken tractor, or boat motor, or engine or whatever it was, he becomes intensely stern, paternal, and disapproving. (paraphrasing) “Girls do NOT do engine labor or mechanics, that is Men’s work, and boys should aspire to be Men, and learn things like mechanical repair alongside their older brothers, fathers, grandfathers, and uncles.”
That is sexism, chauvinism, sex-based gender boxing, sex-based socialised gender-caste training. God forbid a woman learn to repair an engine as good or better, than a man, the entire world would come to a screeching halt instantly. She would grow a penis, and her father be turned into a girl, obviously. Pure, 100% misogyny.
Transgendered woe-men, are Born Male. Raised as boys, to become men. Learning all the ways a man-born-male is empowered, superior, or more capable, than females, is part of their socialisation from infancy, perhaps. Definitely by the time a young male is able to walk around. He is taught how his simply “being male” MAKES him, superior to vagina-bearers, us emotional, progesterone moodswinging, uterus-bleeding delicate flowers are never as capable as, or even the equal of a man, ever. Pure, 100% misogyny training, from birth on out.
That is who is trying to convince us, he is female, or woman. A man whose every day raised as boy-born-male, taught him, male entitlement, male dominance, male supremacy, male capability, and simultaneously, learned to devalue the girls-born-female around him.
The utter insanity of “trans-gendering”, “gender therapy” and “gender reassignment surgery”
i have covered these topics before, here is a simple re-cap:
1. Sex, is GENITALS. Sex, is Sex-selection software in your brain, and sex-wiring. Soooo, to transition, means to CHANGE SEX from male, to female.
That means, getting a vagina, if you don’t have one. witch I was not born with, because of our world of chemical mutation and my constantly angry and depressed mother. Her MAC-cosmetic tainted body, her SMOKING (surgeon general’s warning: smoking may cause fetal birth defects), and her depression, caused some misfire during my embryonic development. i ended up with girl-sex-wiring, a nervous system that is more sensitive than most females I ever met, and far more evolved than any man’s nervous system.
I didn’t need Andrea James Dress-ups guide to transitioning. I didn’t need therapy for my GENDER, (ffs!) and I didn’t need a Transgender Dressups Permit, a template of which used to be able to be found on Anne Lawrence’s website, to carry around, to explain to friends, family, co-workers, bosses, and perhaps even curious law enforcement, why you are man in a dress.
I didn’t need MAC cosmetics, instructions on how to DWESSUP like a PORN DOLL, or 99% of the crap on that FIEND’S website.
I just wanted a pussy. To be anatomically correct. The dressups stuff, I mean come on, that is PATRIARCHY TRAINING FOR WOMEN AND GIRLS. I looked femme, before hormones, and while in male drag/male clothing.
I passed so well at age 20, that I had two Latino men stalk me, then literally pull over their car, and chase me, while I was wearing a toned-down version of Janet Mock’s clothing, and in high-heels.
Welcome to womanhood, right?
And trannys will defend highheels and dressups until they are sputtering and raging online, as being “authentic femininity” per Serano’s Manifesto, without having that experience in their lived databank of life-experience, to understand that highheels are for getting laid – not part of any kind of “gender identity”.
( are you starting to get some idea, how much, and how deeply, I resent, and despise, and look down on, twanz? and why?)
2. No such thing as trans-gender. Some middle-to-late age autogynephile actually wrote the stupidest book ever, “Transgender for those who are not”. Give me a fucking break.
3. No such thing as Gender Reassignment Surgery! No way! Impossible! Utter insanity! To think that four-to-six hours of snip, slice, cut, invert, sew, and stitch, would impart some nebulous “feminine myssstery” or surgically change you, from one “GENDERp” to another! Totally fucking retarded. Who created this term, and spread it around to gender therapists and sex change doctors, hmmm? Get your ass over here, and explain to me EXACTLY how a surgical procedure to your crotch, removes a life of Patriarchy Social-lulz-ation, from Your Brain Wiring and converts you to think like, or be, an actual female.
Cluecheck! It doesn’t
A.) That is why Walt Heyer woke up from SRS and said or thought to himself “OH NOESS! ITS GONE!”, because, he didn’t wake up CHANGED, and feel different, feel, his new “WOMANHOOD”. He went under anathesia as a male-born and male-thinking individual, got his PENUS inverted and his balls snipped off, and woke up, the exact same person, MENTALLY, as he was before he went under, after signing a consent form testifying that he understood the limitations of SEX reassignment surgery.
B.) That is why TJ NATASHA from OHIO PISSED STANDING UPRIGHT LIKE A DOOD, every day of his transition, up until the very day of his SRS operation date. He didn’t have the female neurological compulsion to squat, or sit, while peeing. He thought SRS would totally take care of that, and MAKE HIM THE WOMAN HE ALWAYS KNEW THAT HE WAS.
(it didn’t. post-op regret, much? TeeJay? lol!)
C.) That is why ANNE LAWRENCE wrote about his “obligatory” (?) wringing of the Turkey’s Neck, (choking his chicken, a.k.a penile masturbation) after his six hour peepoop ColonicCatharticCleansure courtesy of Nulitely. Because that way, if he died during SRS? His last memory to take to The Other Side, would be his sparkly clean colon, and his spironolactone-weak JIZZ dripping from his PENUS. GROSS MUCH? ew!
Terminology and Bridge Building
In March of 2011, shortly before, or probably after, I wrote my trans-critical piece in support of Lisa Vogel’s party, the Michigan Womyn’s Music Festival, I predicated, and warned, trans and non trans alike, but especially transwomen, that:
“But loving you TS/TGs as a class, as a group or an idea, is not the same as liking any given one of you. And due to way more drama and boundary crossing than you can ever imagine always happening whenever I encounter transwomen, I don’t trust any of you.”
Annnnd guess what?
Boundaries, crossed. It didn’t take very long at all, for transwomen to take it upon themselves to use pattern-searching robots they built themselves, or through questioning the Trans G-Rape-vine… who might Plastic Girl be?
And, that’s called Being Jack the Ripper, a sexual predator and murderer of prostitutes no less! A good portion, hardly all, but a lot of things I understood immediately from Radical Feminism, were concepts that I had internalized (haha) during my time as a professional call girl.
It was also during the first few months of selling my sex for money, that I totally lost any fear of passing whatsoever, and lost that “vibe” 99% of transwomen have about them, that comes from KNOWING YOU ARE NOT FEMALE/WOMAN, KNOWING YOU DO NOT PASS.
I performed Patriarchy, and I excelled at dressing up like a Porn Doll or a Bondage Doll, and letting men do things to me, sexually, for money. I found fetishes and perversions I honestly had no idea that men carried around in their minds from their male-entitlement, their testosterone poisoning, and porn culture, and rape culture.
Getting raped again and again, while engaged in self sex-trafficking, put me on the same page or wavelength, as both Sheila Jeffreys, and Janice Raymond, meaning, their voices, their words, their academic works, resonated with me, and I got it.
The reason why male-to female (or more accurately, male-to-trans) protest Professors Raymond and Jeffreys, is because none of their works, their words, or their female-centered activism, resonates, or agrees with, their personal lived life-experiences as women, at all.
Because, they are not women, not female, not girl-socialized, and certainly not able to grasp, understand, or appreciate, the ills, the horrors, or the problems with being a prostitute/call girl/sex worker, even in the slightest.
Back in 2014, when I authored my “Terminology” page:
I had a great time, creating those politically incorrect/satirical definitions and explanations. I thought it was hilarious, and I laughed often as I brainstormed my terms, abbreviations.
On a lark, I decided to show my Terminology Page, to my exhusband, a self-identified Transgendered Woman, who, walks like a man, talks like a man, sits at his desk with his pants pulled down past his ass, (utterly un-self-conscious in front of me).
He has a penis, and he always intended on keeping it.
Unfortunately, when we first met, we fell in love, and never really had “The Talk” about why his transition was so very different from mine. Frankly, I didn’t want to start the online war over non-operation transgenders, and post-op transsexuals, or interrogate him as to why he fapped/jerked off/masturbated to shemale porn – and I thought she-males were gross gay sex workers, with him, as we were developing a relationship.
So, I never pressed him for explanations of his “lifestyle choice” of being a bepenised faux female.
The truth is, I just don’t understand why some trannyz keep their dicks, because I wanted to have a vagina, to be sex: female.
A penis, is a MALE ORGAN OF REPRODUCTION, and I had men-with-penises, use theirs, to re-enact Porn Video Scenes, or to rape me, again and again, as a call girl.
Because of this, I am very sensitised to the issue of transwomen walking around with a rape-stick, a penis, that they continue to masturbate with, often to spectacularly diverse pornography. My exhusband’s favorite porn to FAP to…? Is SHEMALE PORN. yuck!
I let it slide though, right? Different strokes for different folks. Trying to not to be judgmental. Trying to be sensitive to his “identity”.
I authored my “Terminology” page, and made the mistake (or blessing), of asking him to read it, thinking, that he would find it at least half as humorous as I did…
That did not happen.
Instead, after reading it in its entirety, his voice started SHAKING!
and he told me “That was excessively mean”.
A month or so, after, I got poisoned when he gave me my favorite beer at the time (we both enjoyed it), and instead of getting the relaxed “downer” effect from that beer, my heart started racing, feeling like it was exploding, while I was sitting still and reading rad fem blogs.
Twenty minutes after I start to feel really messed up for no reason that makes sense, he walks into my office, places his hand on my heart, and says “My, how fast your heart is beating”, and as I looked him in the eyes, and heard the malice-aforethought in his voice, I knew instantly he was trying to either hurt me, or kill me. Over twansgender identity.
Because on my Terminology page, is the hidden mind-thoughts, of transgenders. Transgenders who will tell therapists any story they think will work, to get those HRT letters, the orchiectomy and Sex Reassignment Surgery clearance letters, and the Name-change paperwork from their “gate-keeping” therapists. Therapists, I NEVER HAD AT ANY POINT BEFORE, DURING, or AFTER transition and Real Life Testing as a prostitute.
I showed him, the hidden content of his mind that he shares along with most trans-gender identified transwomen, and he lost his fucking marbles. His eyeballs, literally went “LOOPY DOOP” around his eye sockets/orbits, and he sucked his breath hard under his teeth, while his voice shook with barely suppressed rage.
So, go ahead, and look, at my TERMINOLOGY page.
It helped us both make transition/transgender/transsexual history, a true historical first, by having a non-op transgender, attack or attempt to kill, a post-op transsexual who identified outside of anonymous blogging as a female, and as an anonymous radical feminist under the name “Plastic Girl”, witch, had transwomen actually respected my opinions, or empathized with my suffering during my Real Life Test, would have not taken it upon themselves to stalk me like entitled male sociopaths and sex predators.
See my post “The Insanity of Cis-privilege” here:
Men are socialized to stalk/gaslight/oppress women who disagree with them, on or off-line, and that is exactly what both my exhusband the TG, and the TranScumUnity did to me, for making this blog and posturing a few radical feminist ideas, and agreeing with Lisa Vogel, that, due to all the aforementioned reasons, transgenders have no business on The Land of Michfest. Not now, not ever!
The International Olympics Committee, and Trans-gender Competitors
For me, the height of Peak Trans Stupidity, after all the other issues I have outlined and discussed, has to be regarding Trans-sexed, or Trans-gendered Competitors in Female Athletics in the Olympics.
These Trans-idiots have been using the internet for social engineering. If you ask any given male-to-trans person their thoughts on transwomen participating in female sports, or sex-segregated sports, or the Olympics, they will more than likely feed you a line of total bullshit self-deception they are trying to impose on non-trans men and women alike. It goes something like this:
“After two years of hormone replacement therapy and required Sex Reassignment Surgery – (they call it gender reassignment surgery, or even more puke-tastic, “gender confirmation surgery“) – all of a transwoman’s previous advantages – (i.e. mechanical advantage, boy-socialisation rough play shock-hardening, testosterone adaptation) – are removed forever more, and the transwoman is now wussified exactly as weak as born-females”
Utter. Insanity. Total delusion.
I heard this from certain transwomen online, and I became incensed at the delusional dreamworld these transwomen live in, and their total indifference to the safety of female sports competitors, or to the Spirit of Fair Competition that the Olympics prides itself on.
Subsequently, I have offered to be biometrically tested using sports science and scientific testing equipment, to utterly shatter this myth: that post-op, post-HRT transwomen are “just like born females, physically, structurally, or advantage-wise”.
I can prove, unequivocally, the LIE of these trans-activists, at any time. Why would I do that? Because I am not a transgender, nor do I like transgenders, nor do I believe their assertions in the slightest. I know, for a fact even, that they are just making shit up as they go.
Behind closed doors at a private audience with the International Olympics Committee, I can demonstrably prove that they are bullshitting themselves, and others, For Trans Justice. Certainly, trans like Michelle Dumberit and Fallon Fox, hardly care at all about the females that they beat in competitions, post transition.
Michelle uses his massive body-frame and leg structural advantage, to win against born females. Fallon uses his shock-hardening from his boy life, and the military life, to exploit and take advantage of born females in mixed martial arts competitions, then gloating on Twitter about retiring female fighters out of their sport, with soft-tissue damaging, bone-breaking punches and kicks against women whose skeletal growth formation and girl-socialization left them utterly unprepared to be smashed in the face or body by a post-op transsexual who has convinced (conned) everyone into thinking he needs these competitions to validate his sex change.
And we must all agree, that in spite of the damage he has inflicted on women’s bodies, that his transition actually leveled the playing field between him, and his female victims, else we are insensitive mean transphobes.
That is called “milking political correctness for every drop of delusion possible”.
I love women, females, and I would be utterly devastated if I hurt a woman in a fight, on or off camera, in a sport event, or not. I did not transition to “Further the Cause of Trans”, nor do I need that kind of validation of my transformation process to prove to myself that I am a woman. In fact, quite the opposite.
I gave up things like physically competing with born-females in their own sports brackets, because I can accept limitations on my life as a woman. I put their needs, ahead of mine. The exact opposite of Rene Richards, Fallon Fox, and Michelle Demerit.
And because I know, that with the exception of a lucky blow from a top female boxer, women do not have a chance against me, physically. So, I conceal my advantage, to be “normal” in, or out of the women’s restroom, or in women’s sports. Also, because I respect women-born-females enough, to put their sporting glory, and competitive fairness, above any need to “validate” my transition, which, to be honest, was validated again and again as a prostitute.
The Shemale and His Porn (the Dikgirl and his Ladystick)
Transitioning before doing spiritual-mental exploration and analysis: Why so many Sprgbrglz, Awwwtiztiks, ADHDADHDurrrp, Bplooooolar, transition, before ridding themselves of their learning disabilities, their socialisation impediments, and their mental illness, FIRST before embarking on transition medicine.
The Great Plastic Girl Stalk, Hunt, Bounty, Kill Order
after my 2011 Michfest Post wherein, I anonymously wrote a post, in support of Lisa Vogel’s intentional healing space, a week-long music and female-culture festival, in the middle of nowhereville, dedicated to allowing woman a space from Stern Men Telling Us What We Can or Can Not Do, as females., from Male Gaze, (see the Shemale and His Porn) and the porntastic mentality of the Stepford Porn Barbie Doll “dwess-ups and make-up guided, Do It Yourself, basement transition following Mandrea Jammin’s Paint-By-Numbers, superficial and skin-deep transition to become a woman guide.
Or, how every single tranny alive who knows who I am outside the realm of feminist politics, literally stalked me down like a sociopath/psychopath/killer, to out me, hurt me, force me to “come out” or just, die – for, get this! typing words in an electronic medium THEY didn’t like.
I hope CBS, NBC, New York Times, WPATH, TYFA, The View, The Ellen Show, Oprah, National Geographic, US Gov: FBI, CIA, NSA, US MIL, and other governments are PAYING CLOSE ATTENTION as I DESTROY THESE KILLERS WHO TRIED TO KILL ME FOR AN ONLINE FUCKING OPINION
this is their wake-up call