let’s face it, the number one reason transgenders identify as transgender, is inability to identify as “cis” female

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are you male-to-transgender? good. im glad you stopped by one of the final bosses of the internet (as it were). you’ve reached the End of Line for your political correctness bullshit.

the biggest problem with all transgender, is that they identify as transgender.

why do *you* identify as a transgender, or a transwoman, or a trans woman?

and why don’t you identify as female?

answer? simple.

you don’t pass as female. to men and women around you.

and perhaps most importantly, you don’t pass as female, inside your mind.

you can’t ever identify as a “cisgender’ woman. you are forever stuck identifying as a transgender woman.

i think it is pathetic, that your Pride was such an unstoppable Beast that even when it was totally obvious you were not passing after six months on hormones, a year on hormones, two years on hormones… and then you went and got a boobjob, a trachea shave, and a penile inversion socket, and what happened after you were all healed up from all your surgeries?

you still did not see female in the mirror. you didn’t feel like you had gained any kind of “female mystery” which made you know for sure inside yourself, that you also were female.

at that point, you had to know you failed medical transition.

but it was when you came out as a transgender, as a consequence of not being able to bullshit yourself you are a real female, that you failed social transition as well.

i don’t feel sorry for you at all. you could have pulled the plug on that, at any time. but due to your male Pride, you couldn’t admit failure, or defeat, or inability to transition all the way. so instead of detransition, you came out as a transgender.

and then you stalked me for my mouthy anti-trans opinions on this blog, ensuring that you failed the basic binary rape test/basic binary checksum as well.

so not only did not you feel like a female after SRS and begin identifying as one
and not only did you fail to detransition when it was obvious to yourself, in the mirror, that you were not passing as female to yourself, or to anyone else, then you MABed it up good, by finding out who was writing this blog. and now you have my incurable psychic mutating virus.

i knew you would stalk me for Plastic Girl, because of your murderous malepride mandate, that grooming since birth, to be a rapist.

i snared you by my understanding of the neurons in your brain. you had two choices. close the browser, or stalk me. but it was really no choice for a male-born rapeape at all. for you, you could only chose rape. and thus, i force you, to come face-to-face, with the incontrovertible fact, that the reason you will never identify as one of us so-called “cis” females? is because:

  1. you know you dont pass socially, and i know it too
  2. you know you dont pass mentally, inside your mind, and i know it too
  3. i knew you so well in fact, that i got you to fail a basic rape test, easily, proving to us both yet another reason you identify as a transwoman, and not female. because you know you are socialised to rape, and i caught you for my rad fem friends, to show them that i “got” radical feminism, and why i despised you all, so very much.

if had i showed up to Trans100 and asked for a show of hands, how many male-to-transgender women loved reading Mary Daly, and Andrea Dworkin, or Janice Raymond or Sheila Jeffreys, there isn’t any of you, who would raise your hands.

the fact that you transgenders want to subject young boys who put on dresses or wear long hair to Lupron to suspend their puberty to validate your unpassable group of medically-mutilated male-born misogynists makes us enemies.

that, and the effortlessly debunkable claim that transwomen have no advantages sportswisr.

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why Jennifer Boylan, Janet Mock and Parker Marie Molloy all identify as transgender

i won. lol. im being silly. butt. srsly.

look at the gamut of transadvocatjacktivists…

parker marie malloy… begging for money because he hates who he sees in the mirror ***after transition***.

why did janet mock even come out? wasnt he in magazines or fashion or something…behind the scenes? who had ever heard of janet mock – before his book?

boylan… follows the harry benjamin syndrome treatment plan for people with harry benjamin sindrome…extreme textbook speedy transition. 2000, boylan reenters therapy. by 2002. he’s already done srs – meaning he’s already RealLifeTested six months at least (i assume).

thats incredible. and  he’s greenlit for everything….and is post-transition in a mere two years…then within a year publishes a book about..what? 43 manyears and two years as a transgender? who gives a shit?

over ten years later…Jennifer still identifies as transgender.

mtfs are not mtfs. only im an mtf.

mtfs are truly mtts.

it’s the most pathetic cognitive selfmindfrak ever.

tell evrrrryone you’re transitioning because you can no longer restrain the urge to express “cisgender” behaviour because:

1. you always knew since your earliest years..you were really a girl.

2. you have a female brain or female genes that compel you to express “cisprivileged, cisgendered, cisfemale genderbehaviour” by putting on a dress, some earrings and lippy. get your pretty toes into your pantyhose and put on something with an elevated heel, anything really…get fake tits, blownup lips, a shaved adamsapple scar and a talleywhackerinversion (or just keep ur dikstik)…

then after all that work to attain the chance at living out your cisprivileged, cisgendered and cisfemale gender expression compulsion for the rest of your life in a medically mutilated male body (because it makes no logical sense to continue inhabiting a unmedically neutered/altered/plasticized body when expressing feminine gender feelings)

and then?

identify as transgender, or, as their “subsect of elitist postops” a transsexual…

and then dig in and prepare for intertranswar whenever one of two subjects comes up:

  1. why do you identify as a transsexual, and not transgender?

and

2. why do you personally, have to have srs when transgenders A, B, and C are totally cool with identifying as a transwoman-with-a-penus?

why is there a difference at all? why isnt it UNIVERSAL that all mtfs havetoneedtowantbadly a genital sex change?

that’s the contentious lolcow shit im talking about that goes back to the beginning of transwomen on the internet itself.

at the end of the day, part of the reason my transition to female was successful and the rest of you transitioned into transgenders, is because, unlike Parker Marie Malloy who hates his reflection in the mirror AFTER transition? i loved who i saw in the mirrors reflection, BEFORE transition.

that goes for all of you transwomen. go to the nearest mirror right now. and look into your own eyes. keep looking. and ask yourself, why did i transition into a trans woman? for further actualization points? ask yourself, why you do not identify as female.

the answer may surprise you. it’s because:

  1. you don’t truly love yourself
  2. you don’t see a born female in the mirror’s reflection

you transitioned into a transgender, instead of a “cisgender”.

you failed transition. it was totally wasted on you. you are permanently stuck in a brand new minority group consisting of born males with the privilege to use medical transition, who used it, and now do not identify as the women, those “cisfemales” that you claimed you:

1. shared brain morphology with

2. shared a “different girlhood” with

why don’t you identify as a “cis” female?

you took the hormones. you got the voice training. you got electrolysis done, ffs. you even got rid of your talleywhacker, and your jizz-filled ballsack. you got all your legal documents to claim “F” instead of “M”, and then publicly activist on behalf of former “cis” men, instead of women.

you call yourself trans*, transsexual, transgender, genderqueer, or gender variant, anything, but calling yourself, “cis” female.

you failed the mystery of medical transition. all of you.

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the insanity of the term “cisprivilege”

(and why this made-up term is really bullshit made up by trans-centered and clueless transactivists. Julia Serano comes to mind, actually, as do her neophyte glomlings) http://en.wiktionary.org/wiki/cisprivilege

Noun

cisprivilege

(LGBT, neologism) The social advantage enjoyed by those who are cisgender/cissexual.

Who uses the term “cisprivilege” and what does it mean to them? Transwomen use this term without having any idea at all how profoundly offensive it is to born-females. What transwomen mean when they say born-females enjoy “cisprivilege”

  • You can grow your hair long and NOBODY questions you! omg!
  • you get to wear dresses and pantyhose and paint your toes and nobody calls you a fag!
  • shopping for high heels. srsly!
  • having doors held open for you by chivalrous dinosaurs
  • getting “dressed” in feminine clothing of any kind, especially little black dresses
  • being a cheerleader, or Hooters girl.
  • going to a bar and having all your drinks paid for, and cigarettes gifted by, your orbiters
  • lipstick and gloss and sparkly blush or eye shadow…so girly!
  • sweet sixteen parties! why can’t boys have them! so unfair!
  • all-girl slumber parties! #ragenvy
  • vaginas! and boobs!
  • being Daddy’s little girl and getting a new Camaro for your seventeenth birthday. Wow!

Here is an incomplete list of the social “advantages” of so-called “cis” sexual females.

  • having the Amber Alert system named after you!
  • FBI rape statistics. Look them up!
  • female-only rape shelters
  • being a college-aged woman, going for a walk in the woods with a politician boyfriend and never being seen again
  • female genital mutilation
  • foot-binding
  • wife-burning
  • being acid-splashed or beheaded by your father for failing to obey Shariah
  • being hunted down and killed by your brother or cousin, as an “honor killing” for dropping the hajib and dating Western men
  • “want some candy, little girl?” says the creepy pedo in the Buick pulling up alongside a fourth-grade girl walking home from school
  • being abducted out of a shopping cart by a ball-cap wearing man while mom is in the next aisle over, and disappeared, never to be seen again
  • losing your virginity to your Dad, Uncle, Grandfather, brother or cousin
  • first period, (menarche) occuring during the first class of the day in junior high! is that blood on your desk chair?
  • periods, period! cramps, water weight, swollen ankles, swollen abdomen, weird food cravings and aversions, being “pissed-off” (all freakin day!) moodswings, aunt flow, blood clots, ew! pads or tampons laydees?
  • the morning-after pill. The condom broke he said, time for Plan B, girls!
  • creepy gynecologists and your pelvic exams!
  • being locked into your father’s basement from age twelve to age twenty-two, and bearing or miscarrying one or more of your Daddy’s rape-babies.
  • being sold by your family – works for royalty, all the way down to the peasantry
  • having asshole MALES scream at you and shove pictures of feotuses in formeldahyde in your face as you walk into an abortion clinic to terminate a rape or otherwise unwise or unwanted pregnancy
  • ectopic pregnancy. ouch!
  • PCOS. how do you like my Captain Morgan and my she-goat? hey transwomen, got the name of a good electrologist?
  • dying while giving birth. it still happens in this country and it was once a very common way for women to die. Still common in underdeveloped countries.
  • being killed or having a male stalk or attempt to murder you, for becoming a feminist. It’s more likely than you think, right trans?
  • Being the exclusive prey item on a sociopath, psychopath or narcissists serial killer murder spree wanted list: Ed Gein, Ted Bundy, Donald Neilson, Gary Leon Ridgway, Dennis Rader, and my personal favorite, Gentleman Jack the Ripper, stalker and killer of prostitutes
  • Being a widow, with no surviving family, forgotten and alone in your house at the end of a street.
  • being homeless and pregnant, or pregnant and headed to prison!
  • not having medical pros or law enforcement take you seriously when reporting medical or criminal events
  • being mansplained to by males in your family, friend circle or professional peers
  • and so much more!

What transwomen mean by female “cisprivilege”: “omg, you totally get to be feminine and nobody questions you, your sexuality or your state of mind! plus boobs! and vaginas!” what females understand as “cisprivilege”: femicide, sexism, rape and oppression

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My encounter with a transgender woman in the women’s locker room

Pool

It was the whistling that clued me in that there was a man in the women’s locker room. I had just finished my lap swim, and I was taking a shower when I heard whistling in the next room over. I thought to myself, “what the hell?” and “it must be the janitor”. And because I had no desire to walk unclothed into the locker room with a man present, I dallied and continued my shower. I assumed the whistling would stop in seconds because the janitor would finish quickly and get out. But the whistler kept whistling, so I kept showering.

I kept listening for the expected sound of the locker room doors crashing open and shut as the janitor departed, but it did not happen. Cautiously, I wrapped myself up in my towel and peeked around the corner of the shower room into the locker room.

showers

The whistler was a six foot tall woman in late middle age. Her back was to me as she stood at a locker arranging her things. I knew instantly, that she was trans. Given my past history, I had no desire to be seen naked by a late transitioner. I ghosted over to my locker and grabbed my bag and darted to a changing stall.

As I was putting my clothing on, a young Asian woman had come out from the lap swim and started showering off. At this point, the transwoman ceased whistling, and I could tell by the sound that she had sat down on the bench to change.

The Asian woman, probably twenty-something, finished her shower quickly and walked naked from the shower to the locker room, toweling herself as she went. At this point I came out of the changing stall, dressed in my street clothing, sans my socks and sneakers which were still in my locker.

I glanced sidelong for a split-second at the tall, broad-shouldered transwoman as I approached the benches. The transwoman was gawking at the Asian lady as she was getting dressed. The woman had her back to the transwoman as she finished drying off and began dressing, so she did not see what I saw. I saw The Gaze. The gaze I had avoided by dressing in the changing stall, when I realized that the whistler was a transwoman.

womens-locker-room

The transwoman continued to disrobe and put on her own bathing suit in preparation for her swim. But as she did, she continued to gaze at the Asian woman as she got her clothes on. I saw the whole thing out of the corner of my eyes. The Asian girl looked at the floor. The transwoman looked at the Asian woman. I shot glances at the transwoman. The transwoman never looked directly or indirectly at me, perhaps because I was clothed.

Very. Very. Awkward.

I suspect that the transwoman frequented another public swim location, and that her appearance at the pool I liked to go to was a result of maintenance at the one she attended. I had no desire to share that locker room with that transwoman again, and I avoided that particular pool for a couple months afterward in the hopes of not encountering her again. I haven’t yet, so I assume it was either a random encounter or that she frequented a different pool.

The main point of the story is, whistling in the women’s locker room. Dead giveaway that there was a man in there. Only it was a transwoman. A transwoman who could not keep her eyeballs off the young Asian girl, whose back was turned to the transwoman as she got dressed.

Even though that transwoman is recognized as female and did not have a penis, she doesn’t belong at the Michigan Womyn’s Music Festival any more than I do, for the reasons I described here.

While I know that some women do whistle, that’s not the issue I am trying to highlight. The problem was the fifty-odd years of living in a man’s body, with a brain bathed in male sex hormones and a culture that teaches men that women’s bodies are theirs for the gazing at.

A transwoman may claim that she feels like a woman inside, but transition and a sex change does not remove the lifelong Patriarchy socialization that conditioned the transwoman to feel entitled to gaze and gawk. And I do mean gawk. There is a difference between a transient glance at someone else in the locker room, and the long, lingering, scanning stare that the transwoman played over the Asian woman’s body. In this case the transwoman’s actions spoke more about her socialization than her feminized body or her identity.

This example that I share with you highlights why places like Michfest are important. They give born-females a chance to organize and be away from both Male Gaze and the man-culture that encourages women to be the gazed-upon.

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***Internal Transpolizei: Move Along***

first off i would like to thank Anna Morden and Mary Blair for filling in for .

second, i would like to discuss virgin minds and propperganda. each of us is born into this world with a naive pile of neurons in our heads. and we are quite literally at the mercy of everyone with more life-experience neurons and thoughts rendered than us. we are perpetually playing catch-up, neuron-knowledgewisr, with everyone born before we were.

when i was young both my parents tried to control my acquisition of knowledge and culture. they forbade us certain books, or genres, certain movies, and music. they also tried to limit us from associating with other relatives. their micromanagementmisery of controlling our lives included eavesdropping on our phone calls or convos with other relatives or friends.

they quite literally feared thought-contamination. naturally this led to rebellion and not obedience…

and when i brought some of my occult ideas and forbidden inquiries to the table, they morphed into alien beings living out a bad horror movie script with no ability to interrupt their dramatic world of fantasy and fear they played out on me. the degree of sin i showed that evening, caused systemic mental disruption in adult bodies.

mere words, spoken mildly, were enough to cause to grown adults with twenty years each on me, of neuronlifeexperience, to go dangerously out of touch with reality, to the point of breaking the fucking law, and entering the world of brainwashing, psych-torture, extreme gaslightcity, in short, child abuse.

their brains, the neurons they had lived and grown and thought into over the course of their lives, left them extremely vulnerable, to being challenged in certain ways. they then had no insight whatsoever, into the insanity of their behavior. their level of insult, in being rebelled, contradicted, disbelieved, by someone of my age, caused near-instant socialpsychopathy between two different people, at the same exact time.

i witnessed this effect later on. you can say a thing, and it seems like people just “cant help themselves” but lash out, verbally, or physically. and if their intent is not fulfilled then and there, they will plan on getting back at you, someway, somehow. they are slaves.

i’ve used my wiccawebwords on my parents, my brother, my aunts, some of my former doctors, (all male), and my spouse. on no less than three occasions, ive seen something i call “Loopy Doop” in the eyes of my father, my last doctor, and my exhusbandtheshemalepornwanker.

their eyes literally stop looking at you normally, and begin spinning around in their heads uncontrollably from anywhere from one to five seconds. sometimes its just a half second. they look like little broken-boy robots when it happens, and then something clicks, their eyes return to normal and they get cold jackripper menacing with the next thing to come out of their mouth, and then you know, you’ve triggered an ancient machine mind, the BerzerkrRageRobot.

for me to be able to snap your facade, your veneer of being a normal human and not a killerraperobot in humanform, means there is something wrong with your brainware, and i can virus you. exploit your malfunctions, once i scan your braincode for all the gaps and errors and cognitive selfgaslighting.

what my folks did, trying to control my mind by keeping my thoughts focused on what they wanted, and not on things they found alien, is similar to what east germany’s stasi did with their disappearing people caught with Western media or consumables, and what teachers at school, and iran’s theology police do, now.

psychologists study the mind to understand how all those brainneurons influence our words, and thoughts, and actions. they are sometimes employed by political groups, the military, and pharmaceuticalcorps, to help shape advertising, which is aimed at shaping your thoughts about things.

ive noticed transadvocates trying to shape how others think of transgender. and i know how angry you get when you are contradicted.

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“dear Abigail…” transgenders ask questions for a trans-sexed columnist

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these are actual questions asked by real transgenders sent to my Contact form.

Abigail died centuries ago, but her two daughters, Anna Morden and Mary Blair are still alive, and offer short and simple, sweet and savory, sometimes sarcastic semi-scientific answers to these transgenders seeking advice.

“Dear Abigail, I’m a transwoman and I have no plans to have Gender Confirmation Surgery, as I am quite comfortable with my penis. Do you consider penises to be female anatomy?” – anon

Anna says, “Penises are male sex organs. Vaginas are part of female reproductive anatomy. A penis is not female. Sorry kiddo.”

Mary says, “biology, 1. trans theory, 0.”

“Dear Abigail, why do I face transmisogyny and transphobia for being true to myself?”

Mary says, “99% of all transmisogyny and transphobia experienced during your lifetime will be directly related to your choice to medically alter yourself with transition medicine, and your failure to achieve the goal of being a passable female.”

Anna says, “Sex selection in the wild is a different study than gender in a college classroom. Your uni-culture taught you, you could get by identifying as a whateverkin. Nature wires animals to get reproduction done. When lesbians don’t want you, it’s because you failed the sex-selection scan for being female. When heterosexual men don’t find you attractive, it’s because you are scanning as male to them, not female.

Cruel Harsh Reality sometimes has to win against social idealism and gender theories learned in a classroom. You can claim you’re female and dress however you like, but if your transprivilege outs you as transgender (male-born), you can’t fault a heterosexual male or lesbian female’s sex selection circuitry. You are literally, trying to blame Nature for not falling for modern medical transmogrification and artifice. Your inability to pass as female is why you experience transphobia, period”

Mary adds, “chances are, you realized you were not passing as female sometime during the first year or two of transition, and failure to realistically ascertain your passability is in part due to pride. you can easily stop suffering transphobia. De. Transition. and all your trans-pain goes away. you can always cross dress if you still feel the urge to go “en femme” on weekends. there is no shame in that. “*snicker*

“Dear Abigail, why do i feel so jealous of cisgendered women and their natural femininity? It’s totally unfair that girls get to wear most of the cool clothes like high heels. And women are never questioned or looked at weird for wearing nail polish. That is a privilege I want. So, I am starting on hormones next month (i ordered them from some black-market dealer in the UK who had a stash)” -anon

Anna says, “There’s no such thing as “cisgendered”. A transwoman who didn’t believe he was a real female popularized that term and the whole trans vs cis thing took off among transgenders young and old.

If you hear a person who is trans, call non trans people “cis”, it’s because the trans person does not identify as “cis” and that is generally a sign of transition failure. Once you use transition medicine to be true to your female self you had growing up all along, you should identify as a “cis” woman.

If you use “cis” to describe people who are not you (?), then your medical, psychological, and social transition was a complete and utter failure. You might want to consider detransitioning, but chances are, you’re too proud to admit such a catastrophic error in medical technology use, and social-role judgement.

Mary says, “i’ll tell you what. you get your nail polish, and your favorite short skirt, and your best matching high heels, and when your Girly Point Scale read-out is maxing out, i will drive you to a few red-light districts near low-income residential blocs and let you out on the sidewalk in your little outfit, all by yourself. i can almost assure you, that if you actually pass, you are going to have one hell of a wild night.”

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do you love ur mum?

i love mine. <3

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Radical Feminism: Building Better Worlds

“Building Better Worlds”

jennifer finney boylan. you are disgusting. i’ve been reading interviews, interviews you have done in major mainstream media over the years, while representing me.

i despise you with the power of ten thousand suns.

and here is why:

let’s start with our backgrounds, shall we?

1. we both transitioned in 2000

2. by 2002 you had already had srs. nice privilege.

3. by 2003 you authored a book about being between two genders, and your book has been called a “memoir of self-actualization”.

lol…

give me a fucking break. any book written by a transwoman, and you do identify as one, that uses the word “gender’ on the cover or in the blurb is a men’s right’s activist, a confused moron, and so far from real self-actualization, you can’t even begin to imagine. how could you? you are a Dog-fearing individual.

your wiki entry is most revealing.

Jennifer Finney Boylan (born James Boylan, June 22, 1958) is an American author and political activist. In 2014 she joined the faculty of Barnard College of Columbia University as the Anna Quindlen Writer-in-Residence, having previously been professor of English at Colby College in Maine. She is a trans woman. Her 2003 autobiography, She’s Not There: A Life in Two Genders, was the first book by an openly transgender American to become a bestseller. She has two sons, Zach and Sean, with Deirdre Boylan whom she married in 1988 as James Boylan. Jennifer began her male to female transition in the year 2000. The transformation started with therapy, feminine clothing, and then taking female hormones.

see the problem?

you started transition with therapy, and “feminine” clothing. puke! autogynephile is you.

i did a little of the real self-actualization stuff…first. then went straight to hormones. did not go to therapy, and continued wearing the same kinds of clothes as i did before 2000.

when you were writing your book on being between two genders, safely ensconced in academia surrounded by the fruits of your labors and privileges as a man. i went from the fallen industrialsektor, into prostitution, right around the same time. i was sexing more dix and slutting more come than you can ever imaginary friendslisr.

look at us both, 15 years later. you’ve made being transgender, a career apart from, or in addition to, being a father, and a professor. from interviews and appearances, to GLAAD meetings, your entire life is bound by your “not a choice” of “coming out as a transgender”. being transgender is all that you are now, and thanks to all your books, your interviews, your articles, you have zero chance of living life as a woman-identified.

i wonder why that is?

could it be, that back in 2000, and by 2003 writing a book about  being transgender, that you are not as self-actualized, as you think you are?

witness? this unfortunate tweet i noticed on GenderTrender, witch i now produce for you:

radical feminism

trans-lation: radical feminism “making autogynephiles feel self-conscious about Stepford dressups since forever”

if your wikipedia entry identifying you as a “trans woman” was not evidence enough, here is proof positive that your transition was a complete and utter failure.

why does your tweet implicate the failure of your transition?

until a couple years ago, there was no such thing as “TERFs”. there was just Radical Feminism without any qualifiers. and there are at least two books written by radical feminists Mary Daly and Janice Raymond which criticize the medical structure in place that allows males to undergo medical transition, but also, male use of “gender identity” and their Patriarchy-informed notions of “femininity”.

if you are actually thinking that you are my advocate or my activist, or a public face that represents someone like me – who used medical transition – then you had better get your political enemies sorted properly.

the very instant you first heard the term “TERF”, it became incumbent upon you to read radical feminism. if you don’t like so-called “TERF” blogs, then you could have skipped right to the books.

i have now read Janice Raymond, Mary Daly, Andrea Dworkin, and Sheila Jeffreys, and i like all four authors. why do you suppose that is, Jenny Boylan?

it’s because i transitioned all the way, from male, to trans, then from trans, to female.

you. did not.

why do you suppose a learned professor such as yourself, could lump radical feminism into “building better worlds by making you suffer?”

it is because you have no idea what radical feminism is about, at all.

none of it makes sense to you, Jenny. none of it resonates with your 43 lived years as a man, and your fifteen years living as a transgender.

radical feminism is not for you, or for any transwoman. how could it be? radical feminism at minimal, identifies structures that inhibit women from being the social equals of men.

look how you responded when asked about your new “feminine” dressups choices. “i feel more vulnerable now”, as if that is something that’s just part of being a woman. self-selecting clothing that literally makes you feel more vulnerable. after all, what man in his right mind would want to dress in clothes that made him feel vulnerable?

you have literally outed yourself as a female clothing fetishist in numerous articles.

in two separate interviews, you dared to ‘splain how transsexual and transgender are related. you claimed, in an interview, that transsexuals were “gender variants” and so fell under the “umbrella” of “transgender”.

YOU CAN GO FUCK YOURSELF

nothing, and i mean NOTHING that i did for transition was for “gender variance” you mental midget. none of my transition choices were made for “gender reasons” you disgusting pervert.

you do not represent me. you don’t activist for me. you don’t advocate for me.

why?

because i am not a transwoman, like you.

why do you identify as a transwoman, and why do I identify as female, even though we both started transition in 2000 and have had 15 years to adjust, adapt, and acclimate?

it’s because when you look in the mirror, you do not see a female

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speaking of lolcows that can be milked foreva…

suzan cooke apparently upset about the UN Letter.

let’s discuss this for a moment, shall we?

“When you and another lawyer write letters to the UN urging them to not extend basic human rights protections to transsexual people then you are more like a Nazi than representitive of any progressive movement that has ever existed.

This makes any claims to being a feminist highly dubious.”

when you activist to safeguard female-only spaces from male-borns abusing transition medicine to become transgenders, bepenised transgenders that do not identify as female, but instead identify as trans, and then classify born females “cis” (anything), transgenders, i might add, that masturbate to exploitative pornography, are totally cool with prostitution, and send death/abuse/rape threats to you, you can rest assured that your feminist cred is solid.

“Targeting a minority group that world wide comprises a tiny fraction of humanity (some where between one tenth and one quarter of one percent of all people) and blaming that tiny minority of people for all oppression of women and for both misogyny and the perpetuation of the patriarchy bears a strong resemblance to the behavior of anti-Semites…blahblahblah”

let’s rephrase that shall we?

Targeting and blaming males who believe they are women for BOTH misogyny (see the part about sending feminists death/abuse/rape threats or using rape language) and for perpetuation of the Patriarchy….FULLSTOP and SEE ABOVE

you transgenders don’t identify as females, remember? on top of that, your brain-neuron development underwent important child-through-adolescence-into-adult growth and formation, and that formation, socially speaking, was as man. witness? how do male-to-trans “express gender” by becoming Stepford Robots in Dressups.

they literally self-select many of the same grooming rituals fostered on women from an early age, including beauty regimens, and then, after a few surgical procedures and hormones, (if that) they declare themselves women and think they have a right to a woman-only space like a female restroom.

then we take a good long look at their activities on twitter with regards to gender critical feminism. you can’t even have a conversation about “being critical of gender” without getting labeled a “TERF” which is fucking pathetic. as far as i know, no one even used that term before 2011 at least, perhaps part of 2012 as well. then suddenly every radical feminist with anything bad/negative/critical to say about the way that transwomen self-select gender is labeled…what the actual fuck?

their twitter activism alone, shows a trend. a trend of transgenders. former male-identified, male-born men. a group of them. all failing to try to even begin to understand radical feminism. there is a reason for this.

  1. they can’t touch radical feminism and even begin to understand it because none of it resonates with their actual lived life databank of personal experiences
  2. GENDERGENDERGENDER

remember?

gender dysphoria. used to explain the need to medically transition

gender identity disorder, used to explain the need to medically transition

transgender, an identity claimed by those who deliberately stop performing many male-socialised behavior imperatives, while self-selecting Patriarchy (for the mens) femininity and beautification rituals without any excuse other than, “my brain is female, and compels me to dress like a prostitute or whatever” and then, fail to identify as female, but instead, as trans.

you guys are raging misogynists perpetuating Patriarchy and you don’t have the lived experiences necessary for serious feminism

suzan activists for gross former men who have medically mutilated themselves calling themselves transgender because they DONT BELLEVE THEY ARE WOMEN

i don’t. activist for transgenders. i despise almost all of you, after seeing your twitter responses to gender and trans criticism, i’d as soon never see any of you, anywhere, ever again you are that disgusting and that antifemale.

guess who failed transitioning all the way, Suzan?

you know why Suzan activists for transsexuals, right? becuase Suzan identifies as one, still, after all those years living post medical transition.

and you know why, right?

because when Suzan Cooke looks in a mirror, she, still sees “he”. a man. a male.

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lost souls

this is why no one was prepared:

plot:

A small group of Roman Catholics believe Satan intends to become man just as God did in the person of Jesus. Writings from a seemingly-possessed psychiatric patient lead them to Peter Kelson (Chaplin). The group suspect it is Kelson’s body Satan has chosen to occupy. The youngest of the group, Maya Larkin (Ryder), meets Peter to investigate further and try to convince him of embodied evil.

movie Constantine, Satan depicted as a man.

movie Seventh Sign…was so convoluted ill leave it.

movie The Reaping. the second child of Katherine is a son and a ‘demon child’

movie Prince of Darkness satan is a green fluid.

movie The Prophecy, satan is a man.

movie Devils Advocate satan is a man

movie The Fallen satan is azazel who can possess men, women and cats, but whose movievoiceover…is male

movie End of Days satan is a guy.

movie The Omen satan is a boy

movie Rosemary’s Baby, satan is a baby boy.

two variants have females:

The Exorcist, an ancient demon posesses a young girl but the demon is not Satan.

in Stigmata a young woman is chosen as the Second Coming…of Jesus

there are several more movies in the “satan genre” but almost never is Satan or the antichrist depicted as female.

father teaches son the bible. son learns about christianity invented at a priests convention called council of nicea. son becomes filmmaker. makes devilantichrist movie where satan is almost always a guy.

mary daly would call that reversal. i call it irony

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a special report: transgender advocates attempting to medically injure a child with learning disabilities

technically, i’m on a mini-break, as i have a personal rule about metering my hourly/daily/weekly outrage quotient. and i have been letting my thoughts sort out as a prelude to reviewing The Transsexual Empire by Janice Raymond, snaring Jennifer Boylan, and farming my lolcow of insanity, Yahoo Answers Transgender Topics.

however, this latest grotesque action from transadvocates has galvanized me to author some thoughts on the matter. and so without further ado, let’s get to breaking down some transgenders.

do you recall that i described having a “transition dream” a vision/quest soul-wish to transition? i had plenty of time to think long and hard about medical transition. i was a legal adult in full possession of my senses and intellect, and i was able to perform something called “ontology” which is an Inquiry into Be-ing. i was able to evaluate the difference between sex and gender, as well as give informed consent to medical treatment i had personally researched in exquisite detail.

that, in my opinion, is a good base from which to decide to make the body and mind-altering decision to go on hormonal transition, and to ask for, and assent to, sex reassignment surgery in words i used myself in addressing both my surgeon, and the family therapist that gave me my required surgery letter. i had ample time to think about the procedure. in fact, i had more time than i wanted, to make the decision to undergo SRS because I could not afford it for several years, after i went fulltime, living my day-to-day life as an adult female, as best as i could.

unfortunately, none of that careful intellectual and spiritual consideration with Self, combined with carefully researching medical, psychological, and sociological benefits, and short-comings, of medically transitioning in this day and age, is going into the case of “Sky” a young teenaged female with Down’s Syndrome.

now as many of you know, transsexuality should only be diagnosed after other mental illnesses and disabilities/disorders has been ruled out. and, according to online trans-activists, there is a both a male-brain map, and a transsexual gene test.

in order to avoid misdiagnoses, especially in a person with a learning disability who may or may not fully understand human sexual interactions, human sexual politics, the social construct of gender, the elements of biological sex, as well as avoiding unnecessary, regrettable, and totally avoidable transsexual treatments, it would be best if Sky undergoes the transsexual brain map exam, as well as the genetic test for the trans gene.

failing to have those tests performed before beginning medical transition is folly, but coercing a teenager to go through with medical sex reassignment without first hearing about the girl’s long-term dream of becoming a man, and having the medical backup of the trans gene test, and the trans brain test completed first, is medical mutilation and malpractice.

so who, in their right mind, would endorse, or espouse the medical mutilation of a child with a learning disability, without having multiple overlapping proofs of the child’s transsexuality? why Aydin Olsen-Kennedy, the legally married spouse of Johanna Olsen, a Mengelesque Medical Doctor who is utterly confused about the difference between sex and gender, and wants to medically alter teens who are also confused over sex and gender.

are there conflicts of interest here? you bet there is. both Aydin Olsen-Kennedy and Dr. Johanna Olsen are paid consultants for Endo Pharmaceuticals.

the real crime here, is that Sky does not ask for surgery herself. and the surgery that is being advocated, is a double mastectomy, which means the complete removal of your breasts. the person asking for surgery for Sky, is her mother, Mary T. a child abuser, obviously.

you can not diagnose a transsexual by observing them, for crying out loud. you have to listen to them advocate for themselves. now this girl Sky, has medical issues, severe ones of an undisclosed nature. and the mother, Mary T, wants to add recovery from a double breast amputation, to whatever medical misery her child is already going through.

Mary T does not have funds to remove her daughter’s perfectly normal and/or functioning teenage breasts, so she is resorting to the time-honored tradition of begging strangers for money.

please, if you support children making informed medical decisions prior to embarking on irreversible surgeries they may live to regret, do not donate a dime to child abuser Mary T’s breast amputation fund for her poor, disabled teenage daughter.

transition is a sport for rich adults in first world countries who have logged enough Google-hours to be fairly cogent on the risks and rewards and problems of taking on elective body-mod surgeries. it is not for teenage girls with learning disabilities, you freaking abusive adults, and that abusive accusation goes out to Mary T, Aydin Olsen-Kennedy, and Dr. Johanna Olsen, who does not deserve a “Dr” before her name, when her goal is medically harming children who suffer from Delusions of Gender.

props to Gallus Mag over at GenderTrender, for breaking this important post and milestone in transgender insanity.

https://gendertrender.wordpress.com/2015/08/21/aydin-olson-kennedy-msw-urges-gender-surgery-for-down-syndrome-child-in-intensive-care-unit/

Aydin, you are more than welcome to comment here, just know that you will be destroyed. i have no patience for the delusional, dogmatic, deranged priests and priestesses of the Cult of Gender, and i despise adults who simply will not allow children to make it to their adulthood without grievous medical or chemical intervention/alteration.

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sabbath bloody sabbath: one year today

today is August 18, 2015. it is an important day in so far that it serves to remind me of the end of my relationship with my transgendered spouse.

roughly 6 or 7 pm one year ago today, i asked him to come sit in my office for a talk. i turned my chair fully to face him sitting in my other office chair, and took his hands in my own, and described for him, what it was like for me, what i experienced, the feeling that someone had poured pure methamphetamine or 20 cups of coffee into a beer i only drank half of, as i triggered to figure out why my heart felt it was exploding in my chest, when i was sitting still surfing the internet or reading articles or blogging on PG or whatever i was doing.

i asked him, to go get me another one of those special meth-beers for me, and i would get out of his hair…and the dumbass actually left the house to go get one…

calls me up one hour later, and of course i know something is seriously wrong because it only takes fifteen minutes or less round trip to get the beer from the closest store.

i planned my response before i answered the phone.

call#1. i hung up the instant i answered.

he called again.

call#2 i hang up again

he calls up again and because he actually left the house to get me a meth-beer (or Drano-beer as it i deduced it probably wasnt meth) i answer,

“you are a very dangerous man. i never ever want to see you again.”

and i hung up again.

about an hour and half later, i got arrested in my own home and sent to women’s jail for twenty-four hours or so. then i was released.

at the time, he placed a 3 day restraining order on me, so i wandered the city homeless and moneyless, because all my cards and identification and money was at home, which i could not go to.

when the order expired, i went home, and temporarily moved out. i retrieved my cards, documents and money, and spent a week in a hotel just trying to sort things out, and give my spouse time to come to his senses. i also spent a bunch of money on retail therapy and bought some new clothes and sneakers from local boutiques. it made me feel better, and i was losing so much weight i needed better-fitting clothes anyway.

i returned home on August 31, to be there and present for our tenth year anniversary the next day, September 1.

my spouse never showed up. not that night, and not on September 1st, missing our anniversary, which was important to me to make, because i was out of the country attending family matters overseas in September of 2013, and i unintentionally missed our anniversary then, and i felt this was likely to be our last anniversary ever, together, in light of the beer attack, and the day in jail, and the three day restraining order.

I got to spend one night, and two days in my home. then the cops showed up again mere hours after i went to bed, telling me to get my stuff and leave. i now had a three week restraining order on me.

a month after being on the street and losing hundreds of dollars when my purse with all my IDs, and cards, and passport, and money was stolen in a rare moment of me not paying total attention to everything. i was tired, and i slipped, attentionwisr, and just like that my purse was gone. so now i couldnt even get into a hotel, and i had no cash.

three quarters of the way through September, we met in court, as i described in another thread, in front of a judge and courtroom packed with men and women, tries to explain that he is in danger, physically, from me, because my mood swings that i have been having, increasingly, out of the blue, starting March 2014, and getting progressively worse through June, which marks out and coincides exactly with my return to blogging in March, and my Allure of Michfest and other posts, culminating with the drano-beer test on June3.2014, and the full-on dose on june6.2014

the only thing i got out of the deal, was limited financial support for five months of the nine months i was homeless and living on the street. he got me legally banished from my own home, my nest, for three years. and he never ever emails me to find out if im getting the psychiatric drug treatment he recommended to the judge, or to find out of if i need clothing, or money, or bus fare (ive gotten two tickets for fare evasion in the last year, sorry about that).

he never tries to find out if im safe. he didnt care at all that i lost my virginity in a hotel for a night of the street in January. he never worries about where im sleeping, if im safe from sexual assault or predation by drug-fueled, mentally ill homeless people.

the fact that that spoiled little she-male porn wanker and nonop bepenised MRA did all that to me, after i nursed him through four physical injuries/ailments/problems, and after everything i went through in my life prior to meeting him, means…?

i am AZAZEL

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